Dirty Little Weekend

You seem like someone I’d like to explore she said

What would you like to explore?

I asked

Your mind and your body to start

That’s when you had me

Simple and to the point

Honest and sexy

And so I want you to have both

My mind, my body, and more if I can give it

Funny

I know almost nothing about you

And yet we’ve already built such tension

An intoxicating anticipation that has me replaying all of the things I want to do with you

All the ways we can defile my apartment

My imagination has been running wild with possibility

I want all of you but I love knowing nothing

What will our chemistry be?

Slow and sensual?

Explosive and passionate?

Playful and teasing?

All of the above?

Pick D

I can’t wait to see it unfold

As we fold and tangle into each other

I’m excited for that push and pull

The dance

The letting go

Getting lost

Trusting one another to take it one step further

To find the next threshold of pleasure

We’re diving in blind though babes

Mind and bodies unknown

Though I don’t doubt we’ll find our rhythm and harmony fast

So long as we’re present

So long as we’re connecting

So long as we’re communicating

Not necessarily with words

I too want it all

Your body

Your mind

Your soul

I want to destroy and rebuild each other

Ravage and renew

Then rinse repeat

But never the same

Always growing

I want to see what you know

Teach you a few tricks of my own

I want to surrender into something bliss

Then lay and cuddle and talk about life

Put the pieces together

Learn about your past

Who you are

Collect your stories, your thoughts, your feelings

Already naked

Already vulnerable

Still strangers

Why the hell not?

I want your dreams and ambitions

Your view on this world we’re living in

I want to find your sadness and anger

Then fuck it all out of you

Find your joys and pleasures

Then make love over them

I want to know what makes you laugh

And how that laugh sounds

I want to know what kind of flirt you are

I want to feel dirty

Like it’s our little secret

I want to learn you well

Memorize your shape with my hands

Hold your weight

Learn your responses

See what you need

I want to heal each other

Inspire one another towards the goodness of life

The richness of damn good sex

I want to create

They say creation is violent

Big bang, exploding stars

Impacts and collisions

Building whole planets and solar systems

So what can we create with our intimate violence?

Penetrating, pounding, thrashing

Building, bounding, crashing

And yet, I hope the result is sweet and tender

Something special we can each take with us

I hope for a moment we both feel to the fullest what it is to be alive

And I hope for that we’ll always remember our dirty little weekend