Just Begun

I hate that she can still make me so uncomfortable

I hate that she makes my insides stir

I hate that she has this power over me

But still I could never hate her

I hate how goddamned cute she is

But love to watch her from afar

When she cant feel my eyes on her

When on her my eyes are

I could lose myself forever this way

Stealing gaze upon a stare

And if it hurts me deep inside

Then strangely I don’t care

I wish that I could kiss her lips

And tell her all that’s true

But time heals wounds and wounds need healing

So time will have to do

Perhaps its true that in this life

For us its now all done

But then I look at her and know

No… we’ve just begun