Maybe I’m running
Or just standing still
Or waiting to be happy
Until just until
My perfect dream life
With its perfect conditions
That trap me
A slave to these endless ambitions
I want to be great
And I want to be free
I want to be
Extraordinarily me
I don’t need no strings
But I do need some love
But I’m hurting
I’m hurting
And it ruins my rhyme
Throws of my rhythm
And just wastes my time
I want to be open
I want to just fall
But the hurt that I’ve felt
I don’t want that at all
But this isn’t me
I’m no coward. I’m bold
I don’t want to be jaded
Or cynical. Cold
I want to make use
Of this life on blue dot
To get all the goodness
And give all I’ve got
To not be afraid
Most of all with my heart
To know that each day
Is a new chance to start
To go
And let go
And let be what will be
Forget these conditions
Expectations. Be free
To wander and roam
And to grasp what is real
To discover the knows
And to feel all the feels
I want to dive in
I want to say yes
I want to keep giving
And get what I’ll get
I want to shine bright
No matter what shade
So at least I am seen
For the time that I’m stayed
To be an example
A hero. A warning.
A lesson. Inspiration.
Sensation or mourning
To be who I am
And to be seen for that
To grow as I will
And to never look back
Freedom is all
That I truly desire
Freedom ignites me
And love fuels my fire
I want just want
To just be at peace
To keep it all simple
For this life that I lease
To actively choose
To enjoy all my time
And just like that
Rediscover my rhyme.